I have a lot on my mind lately. I have no idea what to do about my life or where It's going. Sometimes, I feel things are never going to get better down here and I should just leave all the BS and plus I cant find a job around my house and I keep getting the threat of being kicked out. I really feel at a loss sometimes. I don't know what to do. If I move, I'll just be unhappy somewhere else. I don't want to move out of state though. I'm going to try my hardest to stay here. Some of my family are great and I don't want to leave them and I have a wonderful boyfriend.
Idk... I try not to think about things and stress out but then again I should for when It comes to that point. Really, the only thing keeping me strong right now is my boyfriend. He's giving me a reason to REALLY try hard to change my life. I don't now what I'd do without him. He's the only happiness in my life right now. I owe him soooo much and basically my life...I was feeling suicidal a month or two ago. Then I'm like if I can make it a few more days to see him and not hurt myself because when I'm with him I'm happy and forget everything else.☼ Its like we're detached from the rest of the world when we're together. ♥ love him every much. ♥
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