Breath...

Nothing new to really say. Still feel about the same. Still stressed about bills and moving :( But I feel so lucky to have my boyfriend right now. He's a really great person. I don't know what I'd do without him.

I'm feeling kinda sad about the holidays. I don't have any money to buy anyone presents. I was talking to my dad the other day and he sounded kind bothered about me not going to visit them. I just feel like an ass, having them buy me a ticket when they are broke and my mom might also be coming down here next month. Once again I always make the wrong decisions.

I feel like doing something really peaceful and relaxing..not sure.