Indulgence

Trying to think of something to do for New years. Not much luck though. :( Nothing sounds that great,too expensive or far away. I usually spend my New years at home; my cousins come over and we play video games and drink. Except last year, I went out with my other cousin and her husband and friend. They decided to tell everyone at their friend's party that it was my birthday, so it was embarrassing everyone wishing me happy birthday and it wasn't. So, yeah its usually pretty lame. I've never had a new years kiss either. Christmas was pretty good. My parents gave me some stuff i needed and my my boyfriend gave me cool presents. He actually got me things that are me and that I'd like. I really hate when people put no thought into presents and get you something where you're like..wtf? ok.. lol

wow, My boyfriend and I have been together for 4 months. Crazy. It seems really fast and along time at the same time. It's been pretty great though. So far, I think its the best relationship I've had. It's nice having someone care and do a lot for you and be respectful of you! Sometimes I feel like I'm gonna fuck it up because of things i say and do. :( IDK...I feel stupid sometimes. umm not sure what else to say. I thought I could write a lot but apparently not. haha. anyway guess I'll go and think of something awesome to write tomorrow. I'm sure I'll have something awesome at the end of the week but I probably cant talk about it. ;)

xoxox

Cherry