Today is much better. I got more sleep then usual last night and had a talk and feel better. Also, got a package from my parents so it was a decent day. Really hoping for something good to happen soon. I really want to be better in many ways. Next year I'm gonna really try to better myself and be happy no matter what. My darkness that I've managed to repress for several years is emerging again and I hate it. I've been told to mediate. That might help for a short period of time but I don't see that being helpful. I Dont want therapy again..waste of money. I'm opposed to being medicated. I really don't know...
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